It’s a profession to be happy with, however Stewart’s recollections are sometimes consumed by the horrific each day cruelty he says he suffered between the ages of 11 and 15 as a youth footballer.

This week, Stewart says he’d hoped to seek out solace in the impartial evaluate from distinguished lawyer Clive Sheldon, commissioned by the Football Association (FA), into the scandal.

Instead, he says survivors of this sexual abuse have suffered “another kick in the teeth” following the launch of a report detailing the “significant institutional failings” from English soccer’s authorities.

Stewart advised NCS that the findings have left victims offended and upset once they had sought closure and vindication after a long time of life impacted by the painful recollections of abuse.

“This was commissioned by the FA, it was paid for by the FA and we’re going to be disappointed, aren’t we?” Stewart advised NCS Sport’s Don Riddell. “They’re not going to completely hold their hands up and be liable for what happened.”

In the evaluate by Sheldon, which was commissioned by the FA in 2016 after a number of former footballers got here ahead to debate their experiences of intercourse abuse in the recreation, it was famous that the FA confirmed “significant institutional failings” in delaying the introduction of “appropriate and sufficient child protection measures” between October 1995 and May 2000.

The report additionally famous that “there is no evidence that the FA knew that there was a serious or systemic problem of child sexual abuse within the game in England and no evidence that the FA ought to have known there was such a problem” previous to the summer time of 1995.

But having spoken to lots of the different survivors since the evaluate was printed, Stewart says that they reject this conclusion.

“Prior to ’95, there is no blame on any of the clubs, on any of the establishment because they said that nobody spoke out,” he says.

“Yet these individuals have clearly said that they spoke to coaches, that they spoke to staff at clubs, and the report refuses to validate that — in fact, ignores the fact that they say that. It’s caused a lot of stress on a lot of my colleagues.”

Paul Stewart and Andy Woodward both came forward in 2016 to publicly reveal their childhood trauma.Paul Stewart and Andy Woodward both came forward in 2016 to publicly reveal their childhood trauma.

Stewart says the abuse he suffered as a toddler — “very, very early on … for a sustained four-year period” — has darkened how he views his excellent achievements.

“On paper it looks like I had a really good football career,” he says. “But I didn’t enjoy it. I didn’t enjoy one bit of it.

“I used to be so good at placing an act on, wanting like I used to be this profitable footballer, however inside I used to be an empty soul. I used to be dying and behind closed doorways, I used to be struggling, actually, actually struggling.”

Contacted by NCS for comment on Stewart and others being disappointed by the report, the FA referred back to its statement released earlier this week.

In the statement, Mark Bullingham, chief executive of the FA, said the release of the review was a “darkish day for the lovely recreation” in which “we should acknowledge the errors of the previous and be sure that we do every little thing attainable to stop them being repeated.”

Bullingham added: “I’ve had the privilege of assembly some survivors, whose braveness is inspirational and whose tales are extremely transferring. They will always remember what has occurred to them, and this report will now guarantee the recreation will always remember both.

“So, today I address the survivors directly, as the people that matter most. To them I say: You have the deepest admiration of the FA. Your bravery throughout this process has been incredible. Your voices have been so powerful.

“I’d like to start out by giving a heartfelt apology on behalf of the Football Association and the English recreation to all survivors, that this occurred to you inside soccer. No baby ought to ever have skilled the abuse you probably did.”

Abuse victims of former football coach Barry Bennell, who was sentenced to 31 years in prison in 2018 with the judge branding him "sheer evil."Abuse victims of former football coach Barry Bennell, who was sentenced to 31 years in prison in 2018 with the judge branding him "sheer evil."


When former Crewe Alexandra participant Andy Woodward revealed in 2016 that he had been subjected to horrific abuse as a toddler at the fingers of paedophile and soccer scout Barry Bennell, it compelled Stewart to discuss his personal expertise.

“I knew that having performed for a few of the greatest golf equipment in the UK and enjoying for my nation, I knew that the story would then actually achieve momentum,” says Stewart.

In regard to the solidarity victims have felt, Stewart says: “I did not count on the tsunami of people that got here ahead. I do not know why I did not count on it. But, you already know, I used to be as shocked as everybody when it really went nationwide and world.

“There were so many young footballers who had suffered the same as I did, and their dream was the same, to be a footballer.”

The accounts of Woodward and Stewart, amongst others, led the National Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Children and the FA to arrange a hotline for footballers who had skilled sexual abuse. According to The Guardian, it obtained over 800 calls in the first week.

Before the finish of the 12 months, the FA had commissioned the Independent Review into Child Sexual Abuse in Football 1970-2005.

After 4 years of ready — additional delayed by elevated allegations towards Woodward’s abuser Bennell, who was jailed in 2018 for 31 years at Liverpool Crown Court for 50 counts of kid sexual abuse — the 710-page report was launched this week.

“In my judgment,” Sheldon stated in the evaluate, “from October 1995 to May 2000, the FA acted far too slowly to introduce appropriate and sufficient child protection measures, and to ensure that safeguarding was taken seriously by those involved in the game. These are significant failings for which there is no excuse.”

The evaluate discovered that there have been at the least 240 suspects and 692 survivors of sexual abuse inside soccer as of August 2020.

Paul Stewart had a career at the top of English football, playing for his country, Liverpool, Tottenham and Manchester City. Paul Stewart had a career at the top of English football, playing for his country, Liverpool, Tottenham and Manchester City.

Dream makers

In Stewart’s time as a younger footballer, he says he felt powerless to cease the abuse he suffered as the very particular person doing the injury oversaw his profession’s development.

Paedophiles in sport, he says, place themselves as “dream makers” with the means to fulfil a toddler’s ambition, giving them a capability to perpetuate the abuse.

“There are many reasons why you don’t say anything,” Stewart says.

“There were threats that he would kill my parents and kill my brothers, there were the gifts, but I suppose the overriding reason you don’t speak out is because you genuinely believe that that coach has the power in his hands to give and take away the only thing you ever want to be, which for me, was a footballer.

“When I used to be a toddler, the fear that this coach had the energy to present and take away that dream was why he was capable of abuse me for so long as he did. And I believe that is the similar in numerous sports activities.”

Stewart now works with the English Football League giving safeguarding advice to young players, coaches and their families.

What he says are the only positives he can take from the Sheldon report are 13 recommendations to increase safeguarding in the sport which will add “one other layer on high of the safeguarding that is already there.”

Nevertheless, he worries for the grassroots of the game.

“You have volunteers who’re usually in cost of the safeguarding,” he says. “Now, these folks have jobs and a few of our grassroots soccer golf equipment have upwards of 1,500 youngsters, girls and boys. And they could solely have one safeguarding officer.

“These people [abusers] operate in these areas, and whilst we have come a long way, we need not sit on our laurels, we need not get complacent.”

Stewart does admit that soccer, resulting from the cash in the recreation, is finest positioned to implement safeguarding measures for youngsters. Other sports activities — as has lately been shown with the revelations of sexual abuse in gymnastics — are additionally weak.

In his personal journey, Stewart finds consolation in the work he does serving to kids.

Speaking to NCS, Stewart did not title his abuser however has finished so in earlier interviews.

His abuser died in Manchester in 2005. While his household had been devastated as this prevented the probability for retribution, he was decided to maneuver on.

“I’d had 42 years where this abuser had affected my life and I refused to allow it to affect any more,” Stewart says.

“I’m 56 now and in the few years that I may have, I’d like to think that I can find some solace somehow, and I do that by the work that I do with the football league.”

He added: “I wish when I was at Blackpool starting out, that I had somebody that I thought I could go and speak to, I think I would have enjoyed my football career then.”

According to an announcement from Blackpool carried by the Blackpool Gazette, the membership stated it “commends the bravery of those who came forward to share their experiences with Mr Sheldon and his team and the club expresses its sincere sympathy to those who have suffered abuse.”

The English Premier League stated that it’s “deeply saddened” by the content material of the evaluate and that “our thoughts are with all those affected,” whereas the English Football League stated the evaluate “illustrates the devastating impact that child abuse within football has had on survivors and continues to have on their everyday lives.”


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